Where are you???

Dear Big Mo,

I so much miss you... :(

Please call me back... Days are going by and i've been waiting for a call or a sms from you... but all i get is no respond...

Hope you had a great birthday and enjoyed your graduation ceremony..

Take care...

Love,

Dolly...

xxxx

Dear Big Mo

Dear Big Mo,

I miss you so much and i can't stop thinking about you... If i had only one wish it would be talking to you right now... I miss your lovely voice... I hope your doing well.. and everything else is ok with you...
take care of your self...

love you...

Dear Mr. M

Dear Mr. M,

Its been more then 12 hours since i last talked to u...

I think I miss you... and Iam sorry for breaking your Armani Sunglasses... I'll get it fixed by today... If not I'll buy you a new one...

Hope you would call me before I would call...

Sorry about all the bad stuff I said to you Lastnight... Hope you would Forgive me like you always do...

Love you...

Dolly

Dear Mr. M

Dear Mr. M

I am so Angry with you.... So Pissed at you!!!!!!

Why do you act like a child and never respect my feelings...?

Just because you had a really bad day at work or because you had a fight with your sisters its my turn to get angry with you????

I was in a really good mood today... I was trying to avoid you because I know when your upset you wont tell me whats wrong until you cool down...

How many times do I need to ask you whats the matter with you???
If your upset about something why do u insist on going out with me??? I had my own plans to go out with my friend????

Is it because you wanna spoil my plans and switch my good mood into a bad mood like yours???

Well Thanks for making me sad and angry with you...

Thanks for forcing me not to talk to you.... and Thanks for making me hate you even more....

I regret getting married to you... I wish I was single with no responsibilities...

Thanks for making me feel like that....

Hope you would disappear from my life.... FOREVER!

Yours,

Mrs. (someone)


P.s.

I feel like killing someone right now! maybe thats you!!!!

You don't deserve to be called a Father

Dear Stranger (someone who used to be my father),

I don't think I ever know you anymore... you seem to be like a stranger who just walked into my life and has gone... I never shared good memories with you... I never felt you loved me as a child... I never had the feeling that I had a true Father by my side... I never felt you were proud of me... You never showed me that I was important in your life.....

What did I do to get all this from you?????

I tried to get close to you but each time you push me away.... You never acted like my dad.. You never been there for me...You never asked me if i needed something or called me when I was away to ask how I been, Why would you do all this to me?? what have I done to you?? I can't believe that you're with out a heart!! With out feelings!!!! If you think that Iam writting this because I want your sympathy Iam not! Iam writting to you because I want to show you the difference between the real father and you!

I wish I was someone else child... someone who would love me, care for me, someone who would be there when I ever need him by my side... Unfortunatly I realized that you don't love me only lately... I wish I had discovered that from the start.... If you hated my mum so much what has made you hate us????? Have you forgotten that I am from your own blood and soul or did you think that its possible to have childeren and abandon them easily??... If I had a child I would never abandon him or her... I would never ever hate my own child... I would love my child from the first look...

Sometimes I give you excuses for being cruel to us because never lived your childhood. I really understand what you have been through and being raised up by a single mum... but is that a real excuse for you to treat your own childeren bad ???

thinking about it... I see that you have no excuse at all... Therefore, I have decided that I'm abandoning you from my life exactly how you have abandoning me from your life... And Iam not Proud of you as being my Father... If I had the chance to change my name I would change your name to someone elses name...

You bring Shame to me... and Iam Shamed of you....! My Childeren will live to know that their grandfather is Dead! and I would never ever let them meet you in their life... for all the bad things you have done to me and my sibilings...

Today only I have realized that you hate all of us... You hate my Mum, exactly like you hate Me... and you hate my sister ... and my two brothers...

Your trying to bring us all down... Is that your plan??? Well ill have to give you the good news, that you wont.. we are as strong as a mountain.. and nothing would keep us apart.

Judgment day is revenge day - you will be asked about what you have done to your own childeren... that ill be waiting for... for you to be judged by Allah.... for all your Sins and all your mistakes in Life! I won't say Allah Forgive you... NO! I hope he doesn't.....


I would like to Thank you for being a truely honest person... at least you showed me your real face when I needed you.... Thanks for being the real stranger who showed me how much he hates me....

I wish my Father was a very poor man... at least I would had support and real love in my life and would understand that my dad is a poor man... I wish my father would be someone else some one loving and caring.. someone who understands the meaning of family.... So I would at least feel his respect... I wish my father wasn't you....

Looking at my family i envy my cousins... The have the best dads in the world... they care about them, love them and respect their feeling... they help them and support them through good and bad times... I truely envy them...

I wonder if one day you would need me.... you would ask for my help... I wish this day would come... So i could Reject you like you have rejected me in your life.... and I would turn you down and let you down... exactly like each time I come to you asking for your love, support and care... and all I get is hate from you...

People told me that your planning on having childeren.... I wonder how would you treat them? would you love them and care for them?treat them better then your 24 years old daughter? or you would treat them the same?????? No Love No Support No Care????

Unfortunately, I have to break the bad news to you... I don't think you would live that long to see your new born child walking and playing around... I dont think that you would even be able to play and run with them... you won't have the chance to experiance and watch them grow... (thats truely disgusting of you at your age to think of having childeren!!! )

Its too bad Iam letting you know all this... I guess you never thought of that.... you never thought of the future of your childern in your life....
too bad... i feel so sorry for you... someone who is exactly like you doesn't deserve to live in this world...


I just want you to know....

This will be the last mail you would ever get from me.... The last time you would ever hear my thoughts written to you.. The last time... so i hope you have reached this far and have read this letter fully....

One more think, i will never ever forgive you in my life.... for all the hurt and pain you caused me... all the tears that droped for you... you dont deserve them...

I dont want you to ask about me or try to contact me... or walk in my funeral if i was dead... Or even think of the memories of me and you....

Because everything between us is Dead...

Iam now stronger without you!



Yours truely,

The daughter you never known.